I know it has been awhile since I last posted! Things have been crazy around here! As most of you know Andy is graduating in 11 days!!!! That's right this crazy roller coaster ride is almost FINALLY at the end of the track!! Sometimes you know how you look back and say "wow that went by fast". Yea, I didn't do that with this process! This was a process and it was a long one! I think we both felt all 27 months. The only part that seems to be going by fast is this last little part leading up to graduation.
Although it was not all fun and games we did do some learning and growing. God was faithful through the whole process! It was humbling for me that God remained so faithful even when I doubted! Andy will be working at Del Webb Hospital with the Anesthesia Medical Professionals group. We got the contract and it is signed. Unfortunately he probably wont be able to start work until December, because the credentialing process takes that long! But hey he will have a job and Andy loved his rotation there so he knows he likes everyone and that it is a good fit for him!
Andy is looking forward to this being over! He is tired and ready to move forward! I don't blame him. He is going to be good at this! He is awesome with needles and the challenge of the job. He told me the other day that "its a fun job". I on the other hand don't see how bringing people to deaths door and keeping them stabilized there until you bring them "away" from deaths door is fun, but hey more power to him!! Plus I am glad he likes his new career cause we borrowed a small fortune to get it! :) LOL
I am so proud of him and what he has accomplished! I cant wait to see him and his buddies walk to get their diploma! They all deserve it! I am looking forward to our family and friends joining us to celebrate this grand finale!!! We had so many supporters that we could not have done it without them. Whether they helped us financially, words of encouragement, prayers, mowing our lawn, watching our kids, buying our kids clothes or shoes it was all appreciated and needed! We have some awesome family and friends that's all I got to say. And I as sit and think about it, again I am humbled! Thank you to all those who participated in some way big or small we are grateful to you!
Monday, August 17, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Toddler Crazies
I always new I wanted to be a mom!! But want you don't realize is all the emotions that will come with it. And each child is different!! When they say "terrible twos" what you don't always hear is that it could start at 18 months or it might not come until three! What you went through with your first child is NOT going to necessarily be what you go through with your next!
The terrible twos I went through with my daughter are so not what I am going through with my son!!! But I knew I was in trouble with him the moment I felt him in the womb! I could count on two times a day for my daughters activity in the womb, with my son he was active all the time! I knew then I was going to be busy with him. And I have!
I have what I call toddler crazies where at the end of everyday I need a mental vacation because he wears me out. He is all over the place, constantly on the go and do not forget getting into and climbing on everything!! I clean up one mess and he is on to the next. When he is in a room things are flying, spilling, moving, crashing and it looks like a tornado hit it! He is a bull in a china shop, literally! The thing that kills me is that he can do it in like 5.4 seconds. When he has his little pal over (about the same age) they can destroy anything!
My sister calls him "little boomer", which I don't think she knew just how fitting that would be when she started calling him that! Thank God he was not my first because I might have stopped after him. LOL My daughter was the perfect "ice breaker" for us!
I never had to worry about my daughter climbing bookshelves, counters or unlocking front doors and trying to leave or coloring on walls. Not that my daughter was a perfect Angel but she was so much more timid and mellow. My daughter also never got hurt in Sunday school, who gets wounded in Sunday school???? Little Boomer!! My husband is on the medical team at church so he got a call over the walkie talkie, he gets up and I hear someone say to him "its the toddler room". I get this instant sinking feeling it is mine. Sure enough my son was playing fell face first into a toy and got a bloody nose!! He hit it so hard we thought maybe he broke his nose because he started swelling and getting black and blue under his eyes. He was fine the er doc told me he is just a boy!
I am thankful however to have a hands on, very involved husband who often lets me leave for small periods of time to recuperate!! Just having my husband give them baths or brush their teeth helps!!
In spite of all this I am trying to enjoy these "toddler crazies" because I know it is just a matter of time before he is bigger and more independent and will not need me as much. So I often try to remind myself to try to enjoy both my children and all they go through because time goes by so quickly.
The terrible twos I went through with my daughter are so not what I am going through with my son!!! But I knew I was in trouble with him the moment I felt him in the womb! I could count on two times a day for my daughters activity in the womb, with my son he was active all the time! I knew then I was going to be busy with him. And I have!
I have what I call toddler crazies where at the end of everyday I need a mental vacation because he wears me out. He is all over the place, constantly on the go and do not forget getting into and climbing on everything!! I clean up one mess and he is on to the next. When he is in a room things are flying, spilling, moving, crashing and it looks like a tornado hit it! He is a bull in a china shop, literally! The thing that kills me is that he can do it in like 5.4 seconds. When he has his little pal over (about the same age) they can destroy anything!
My sister calls him "little boomer", which I don't think she knew just how fitting that would be when she started calling him that! Thank God he was not my first because I might have stopped after him. LOL My daughter was the perfect "ice breaker" for us!
I never had to worry about my daughter climbing bookshelves, counters or unlocking front doors and trying to leave or coloring on walls. Not that my daughter was a perfect Angel but she was so much more timid and mellow. My daughter also never got hurt in Sunday school, who gets wounded in Sunday school???? Little Boomer!! My husband is on the medical team at church so he got a call over the walkie talkie, he gets up and I hear someone say to him "its the toddler room". I get this instant sinking feeling it is mine. Sure enough my son was playing fell face first into a toy and got a bloody nose!! He hit it so hard we thought maybe he broke his nose because he started swelling and getting black and blue under his eyes. He was fine the er doc told me he is just a boy!
I am thankful however to have a hands on, very involved husband who often lets me leave for small periods of time to recuperate!! Just having my husband give them baths or brush their teeth helps!!
In spite of all this I am trying to enjoy these "toddler crazies" because I know it is just a matter of time before he is bigger and more independent and will not need me as much. So I often try to remind myself to try to enjoy both my children and all they go through because time goes by so quickly.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Being Pruned
Life brings all kinds of different adventures and feelings! If you have a relationship with God then you know that He is giving you blessings as well as trials! God prunes and molds us to be the people He wants us to be. Sometimes that pruning and molding is painful. I speak from experience. Since Andy started school it has been a quite the experience! When Andy decided to apply for his masters program for CRNA, we knew it would be a long, tough journey. I don't think we realized though just how hard or how much pruning would take place. I often times ask God "Really!?!" I don't know His plan but He will fill me in as I go.
The definition of prune, pruned or pruning is:
To cut off or remove dead or living parts or branches of (a plant, for example) to improve shape or growth. So let the pruning begin.
To get into a CRNA program is quite the feat to begin with! You have to have a 4.0 and be at the top of your game with nursing. Andy felt like this was where God was leading him. So we knew that if this is what God wanted it would happen. There is one school in AZ that has this program the rest are scattered across the U.S. We had just bought our house here and the market had already started to go down from what it was. We wanted to stay here of course but you cant put all your eggs in one basket right!?! So Andy applied to 5 CRNA programs: Midwestern (here), two in North Carolina, one in Virgina, and one in Texas. Now if they like your application you have to go to that school for an interview and if they still like you they send you an acceptance letter and you have to put a hefty, non-refundable deposit down to hold your spot or you get a letter telling you they put you on a waiting list. So Andy got interviews at all the schools he applied to. Go figure my man is smart and good at what he does! :) I always had more confidence that Andy would get accepted somewhere then he did. So we forked out money for flights and hotels for these interviews because of course Midwestern interview was the 2ND to the last one! Now the decision might need to be made about whether if Andy gets accepted to a school before we know about Midwestern do we put down that hefty, non-refundable deposit? Andy got denial letters from both North Carolina schools and wait listed at Virgina. Andy of course is discouraged. I am confused because I know my man can do this and am kinda shocked not one of these schools took him first time!! But God closed those doors! So Andy gets his interview with Midwestern and gets ready to go in and he said he felt Gods presence the moment he walked in the door. It was a God moment he said. When Andy was walking out of the interview one of the interviewees said I cant say this officially but, you scored very well with us! I am excited because to me I had my answer as to why God closed those other doors. Andy didn't want to get his hopes up yet.
About two weeks later we got a letter from Midwestern saying he had been accepted!! That was the beginning of what I feel has been our pruning, happy, stressful, molding, learning journey.
God will close doors for a reason and sometimes it is hard to understand why. God has had His hand on this from day one and we both believe that! But it doesn't make it any easier when God is molding and pruning you to grow. We are almost at the end of this particular journey as Andy graduates this August. But God is still teaching us and pruning us as Andy looks for jobs that do not seem to be in the Phoenix area! God has closed doors here thus far, but I know in my heart that he will open others wherever and whenever that may be.
The definition of prune, pruned or pruning is:
To cut off or remove dead or living parts or branches of (a plant, for example) to improve shape or growth. So let the pruning begin.
To get into a CRNA program is quite the feat to begin with! You have to have a 4.0 and be at the top of your game with nursing. Andy felt like this was where God was leading him. So we knew that if this is what God wanted it would happen. There is one school in AZ that has this program the rest are scattered across the U.S. We had just bought our house here and the market had already started to go down from what it was. We wanted to stay here of course but you cant put all your eggs in one basket right!?! So Andy applied to 5 CRNA programs: Midwestern (here), two in North Carolina, one in Virgina, and one in Texas. Now if they like your application you have to go to that school for an interview and if they still like you they send you an acceptance letter and you have to put a hefty, non-refundable deposit down to hold your spot or you get a letter telling you they put you on a waiting list. So Andy got interviews at all the schools he applied to. Go figure my man is smart and good at what he does! :) I always had more confidence that Andy would get accepted somewhere then he did. So we forked out money for flights and hotels for these interviews because of course Midwestern interview was the 2ND to the last one! Now the decision might need to be made about whether if Andy gets accepted to a school before we know about Midwestern do we put down that hefty, non-refundable deposit? Andy got denial letters from both North Carolina schools and wait listed at Virgina. Andy of course is discouraged. I am confused because I know my man can do this and am kinda shocked not one of these schools took him first time!! But God closed those doors! So Andy gets his interview with Midwestern and gets ready to go in and he said he felt Gods presence the moment he walked in the door. It was a God moment he said. When Andy was walking out of the interview one of the interviewees said I cant say this officially but, you scored very well with us! I am excited because to me I had my answer as to why God closed those other doors. Andy didn't want to get his hopes up yet.
About two weeks later we got a letter from Midwestern saying he had been accepted!! That was the beginning of what I feel has been our pruning, happy, stressful, molding, learning journey.
God will close doors for a reason and sometimes it is hard to understand why. God has had His hand on this from day one and we both believe that! But it doesn't make it any easier when God is molding and pruning you to grow. We are almost at the end of this particular journey as Andy graduates this August. But God is still teaching us and pruning us as Andy looks for jobs that do not seem to be in the Phoenix area! God has closed doors here thus far, but I know in my heart that he will open others wherever and whenever that may be.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Grateful
So this last weekend was Mothers Day and then my Birthday was two days after that! I had a great weekend and birthday!! It made me think about how grateful I am to have such a wonderful husband, beautiful kids and great friends!!! I spent Mothers Day going to church, and then hanging out with great friends. Andy made me my favorite dessert that he makes from scratch......strawberry shortcake!!! It was good!!
My birthday was a great day as well. I got lots of phone calls and notes on FB which of course made me feel loved. That is always a good feeling!! Andy had the day off so that was nice. He took me to dinner at my favorite resturant, Old Pueblo Cafe!!! I love mexican food! Chloe picked out a cake for me which had to have some very specific things! It was a chocolate cake, with white frosting, sprinkles and a balloon!!!! It was a very special cake and it didn't matter what it was or what it tasted like because she picked it out special for me! My friend came over after kids were in bed and we watched a great chick flick, Bride Wars!!! Then we just talked uninterrupted (usually interrupted by kids) til 12:30am.
Yes, I am grateful!! Even though there are bad days, my children test their boundaries and my patients, Andy is in school, he doesn't have a job yet and my sister is not back in the states yet, I can be grateful for the good things in life, such as my husband, children, family and my friends. God blessed me with these people in my life and they make it better!!!!
So remember Love much, forgive always and live like you were dying!
My birthday was a great day as well. I got lots of phone calls and notes on FB which of course made me feel loved. That is always a good feeling!! Andy had the day off so that was nice. He took me to dinner at my favorite resturant, Old Pueblo Cafe!!! I love mexican food! Chloe picked out a cake for me which had to have some very specific things! It was a chocolate cake, with white frosting, sprinkles and a balloon!!!! It was a very special cake and it didn't matter what it was or what it tasted like because she picked it out special for me! My friend came over after kids were in bed and we watched a great chick flick, Bride Wars!!! Then we just talked uninterrupted (usually interrupted by kids) til 12:30am.
Yes, I am grateful!! Even though there are bad days, my children test their boundaries and my patients, Andy is in school, he doesn't have a job yet and my sister is not back in the states yet, I can be grateful for the good things in life, such as my husband, children, family and my friends. God blessed me with these people in my life and they make it better!!!!
So remember Love much, forgive always and live like you were dying!
Monday, May 4, 2009
Live Like You Were Dying
So our church has been doing a series since Easter called Live Like You Were Dying. The first day of the series the pastor posed this question, "What would you do if you had 30 days left to live?" The question makes you think. It made me think am living like the person I want to be? It made me think about my family and kids and friends.
Last Sunday the topic was Forgiveness. That can be a tuff subject for anyone. But it is also one we can all relate to. We all have been hurt at some point in our lives and face the issue of giving forgiveness. Or we all at some point have hurt someone else and we have needed to seek forgiveness. Either way its a tuff subject. Something our pastor pointed out was that not giving forgiveness only hurts oursleves more. We become angry and bitter. Sometimes we say "I forgive you" but do we truly let it go? Bitterness is not our friend and steals precious moments of our life and wastes time. I have seen bitterness and its not pretty. I know that I don't want to go through life being a bitter critter!!
God did show us the ultimate forgiveness by sending His Son to take our place and pay our debt. That is awesome for so many reasons. I didn't deserve God's forgiveness but He did it anyway. The least I could do is try to give the same forgiveness to others.
Life IS short. I think in our minds we don't think of ourselves as dying or I could die tomorrow. But there is always that chance that we might not have a tomorrow. So I say love big, forgive always, and live like you were dying! Because we dont know what tomorrow brings.
Now I pose the question to all of you who are reading this, what would you do if you were given 30 days to live?
I would love to hear your thoughts!
P.S- this is a great series and if anyone is interested in hearing any of it go to Palmvalley.org
Last Sunday the topic was Forgiveness. That can be a tuff subject for anyone. But it is also one we can all relate to. We all have been hurt at some point in our lives and face the issue of giving forgiveness. Or we all at some point have hurt someone else and we have needed to seek forgiveness. Either way its a tuff subject. Something our pastor pointed out was that not giving forgiveness only hurts oursleves more. We become angry and bitter. Sometimes we say "I forgive you" but do we truly let it go? Bitterness is not our friend and steals precious moments of our life and wastes time. I have seen bitterness and its not pretty. I know that I don't want to go through life being a bitter critter!!
God did show us the ultimate forgiveness by sending His Son to take our place and pay our debt. That is awesome for so many reasons. I didn't deserve God's forgiveness but He did it anyway. The least I could do is try to give the same forgiveness to others.
Life IS short. I think in our minds we don't think of ourselves as dying or I could die tomorrow. But there is always that chance that we might not have a tomorrow. So I say love big, forgive always, and live like you were dying! Because we dont know what tomorrow brings.
Now I pose the question to all of you who are reading this, what would you do if you were given 30 days to live?
I would love to hear your thoughts!
P.S- this is a great series and if anyone is interested in hearing any of it go to Palmvalley.org
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